My worst imagination happened: Cari left me. All I had were her basket of pennies. I don't know how many. It was a small basket.One night, as I sat alone in what used to be our apartment, the Spirit said to me, "Take Cari's pennies and go to the movies." I really didn't want to do this. I was at the lowest point of my life, and I didn't want to use pennies for movies. But The Spirit insisted.
So I got into what used to be our red Jetta and drove to the nearest theater...which was shut down. A condemned building. What now? "Wait here until I tell you to go," The Spirit said. So I waited...and waited..."Now Go." I went.
Then it happened.
As soon as I pulled up into the parking space of the Avondale Dollar Theatre, Pastor Sands pulled up right in front of me. He came to me and told me how I was hurting him. I was leaving his church, and he felt deeply hurt. I told him not to feel hurt, or that I was leaving him. We were both following the Spirit, and I was following Him in a different direction. I don't know if my pastor understood, but his quiet wife lightly touched my hand as they walked away. I didn't know that would be the last time I saw her. She passed away some time after.
I went to the ticket window and took out Cari's pennies. "Just go in," the movie employee told me. So I went to the movie for free.
I go to buy snacks. I pick what I want, not paying attention to the cost at all. The cashier rings up the price of my snacks. I hadn't counted Cari's pennies at all. I gave the cashier the pennies, letting her count them. When she finished counting, it was the exact amount needed to pay for my snacks.
My worst imagination happened: Cari left me. But her pennies showed me that God was with me, and that meeting her, somehow, was my destiny.
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