I'm watching a man die.

i’m watching a man die. he’s 29. he’s not breathing. i’m remembering the back up call when the officers are yellilng ‘code blue.’ they are seeing him hanging in his cell. he’s not breathing when they are cutting him loose. he is tying the sheet around his neck. his mind is made up. he is killing himself. God is with me... watching. Angels are watching. Demons are watching. Where are his parents, his brothers and sisters, his girlfriend or fiancée or wife? What is he thinking as his spirit is leaving his body? Where is his spirit going? I don’t know. He’s there, wherever he is. Heaven or hell. He is there right now.